Lucy
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Lucy
@rosegard.bsky.social
· Mar 18
Moving my twitter thread to here but drawing every pokemon in order of my favorite to least favorite:
As I'm breaking down yet again,, I feel worthless and alone. Last few months have geniuely broke me ...
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March 16, 2026 at 4:35 AM
As I'm breaking down yet again,, I feel worthless and alone. Last few months have geniuely broke me ...
Read more: https://longer.blue/posts/KYhuDj9Org
Read more: https://longer.blue/posts/KYhuDj9Org
I'm feeling so done,, so done all I do is hurt people because I'm not ok and things don't get better. The reality is I'm trapped,, and I have thought to myself if I was gone tomorrow I don't know if anyone would care I don't know if anyone would do anything but I'm miserable.. I'm at my lowest
March 12, 2026 at 7:45 PM
I'm feeling so done,, so done all I do is hurt people because I'm not ok and things don't get better. The reality is I'm trapped,, and I have thought to myself if I was gone tomorrow I don't know if anyone would care I don't know if anyone would do anything but I'm miserable.. I'm at my lowest
I hate my life so much I hate how much pain I am in physically and mentally I hate this so much,, what did I do to deserve any of this,, I feel like there is so much unresolved stuff,, and I just can't it hurts so much .. I don't know if I can do this anymore
March 5, 2026 at 3:09 PM
I hate my life so much I hate how much pain I am in physically and mentally I hate this so much,, what did I do to deserve any of this,, I feel like there is so much unresolved stuff,, and I just can't it hurts so much .. I don't know if I can do this anymore
Should I just give up would that make everyone happy,, I couldn't even move for the last few mins,, I don't even know what to do anymore,, my breaking point has been reached in so many ways,, happiness genuinely feels like it left me behind and I don't think I can get it back anymore.. icantdoit,,
March 3, 2026 at 12:30 AM
Should I just give up would that make everyone happy,, I couldn't even move for the last few mins,, I don't even know what to do anymore,, my breaking point has been reached in so many ways,, happiness genuinely feels like it left me behind and I don't think I can get it back anymore.. icantdoit,,
Everyday feels like more proof that I should just give up,, I just,, everything I cared about is slowly disappearing from my life and I'm just left barley holding it together as my life gets ever worse. I don't know what else the world can take from me at this point,, legitimately what is the point
February 27, 2026 at 2:24 AM
Everyday feels like more proof that I should just give up,, I just,, everything I cared about is slowly disappearing from my life and I'm just left barley holding it together as my life gets ever worse. I don't know what else the world can take from me at this point,, legitimately what is the point
To all those who may hate me ,, I'm sorry I exist,, I really don't know why I do either,,
February 26, 2026 at 10:12 PM
To all those who may hate me ,, I'm sorry I exist,, I really don't know why I do either,,
I keep asking myself am I worth it,, I'm I worth anything to anyone and it's seeming more and more likely that the answer is no,, I need to know I matter to anyone,, because every thing hurts ,, and life keeps beating me down more and more , for God's sake my foot is broken I can't walk. Why,, what,
February 24, 2026 at 11:04 PM
I keep asking myself am I worth it,, I'm I worth anything to anyone and it's seeming more and more likely that the answer is no,, I need to know I matter to anyone,, because every thing hurts ,, and life keeps beating me down more and more , for God's sake my foot is broken I can't walk. Why,, what,
I'm sorry I failed everyone,,I'm sorry I'm not good enough,, I'm sorry I'm just a mess who everyone will just forget existed in a few days,, I tried my best,, but I guess I'm not good enough to be happy or good enough for everyone,,I will be forgotten,,
February 24, 2026 at 1:32 AM
I'm sorry I failed everyone,,I'm sorry I'm not good enough,, I'm sorry I'm just a mess who everyone will just forget existed in a few days,, I tried my best,, but I guess I'm not good enough to be happy or good enough for everyone,,I will be forgotten,,
Should I be gone,, would that make everyone happy,, geniuely I feel like it would ,, no one cares,,
February 21, 2026 at 3:41 PM
Should I be gone,, would that make everyone happy,, geniuely I feel like it would ,, no one cares,,
Im not worth it,, clearly I will be thrown out by everyone in due time,, no one likes me
February 21, 2026 at 3:38 PM
Im not worth it,, clearly I will be thrown out by everyone in due time,, no one likes me
I don't know if I can do it anymore,, I really don't ,, it's clear to me I'm just a burden to everyone,, I lost everything and I should pack it up ,, the panic attacks won't stop and the depression is getting worse I feel isolated and alone and like I'm slowly getting pushed into a corner . I'm-
February 20, 2026 at 1:43 AM
I don't know if I can do it anymore,, I really don't ,, it's clear to me I'm just a burden to everyone,, I lost everything and I should pack it up ,, the panic attacks won't stop and the depression is getting worse I feel isolated and alone and like I'm slowly getting pushed into a corner . I'm-
Can one good thing happen in my life please,, in actually begging or is it just gonna be pain forever now,,
February 20, 2026 at 1:40 AM
Can one good thing happen in my life please,, in actually begging or is it just gonna be pain forever now,,
I hate my life so much,, geniuely I hate how much pain I m feeling
February 20, 2026 at 1:38 AM
I hate my life so much,, geniuely I hate how much pain I m feeling
I,, am really struggling to find reasons to get up in the morning,, are keep going in general,, I feel like no one cares about me,, and it hurts,, it I keep thinking it eventually will stop hurting but it's not,, it's geniuely not,, I feel like I'm gonna explode if I keep going,, I hate my life,,
February 18, 2026 at 11:08 PM
I,, am really struggling to find reasons to get up in the morning,, are keep going in general,, I feel like no one cares about me,, and it hurts,, it I keep thinking it eventually will stop hurting but it's not,, it's geniuely not,, I feel like I'm gonna explode if I keep going,, I hate my life,,
Gonna be honest,, I am in pain mentally and physically. I haven't slept all week and my appetite is non existent. The feeling like I don't matter is strong. I haven't felt happy at all for months. Geniuely everything feels painful. Stuff keeps stacking and it makes it impossible to recover my head-
February 16, 2026 at 3:38 AM
Gonna be honest,, I am in pain mentally and physically. I haven't slept all week and my appetite is non existent. The feeling like I don't matter is strong. I haven't felt happy at all for months. Geniuely everything feels painful. Stuff keeps stacking and it makes it impossible to recover my head-
Iishouldbegonefeellikeeveryonehatesme but doesn't wanna say it allowed iicanticant
February 12, 2026 at 9:03 PM
Iishouldbegonefeellikeeveryonehatesme but doesn't wanna say it allowed iicanticant
Everyday,,every single day my mental health gets worse and worse and worse.. and iddontevenknowif anyone cares about mmeor if they are just being nice,, I feel like I don't have anything anymore or the things I do have will be taken away from me in due time,, my fears of everyone leaving me seem to
February 11, 2026 at 7:44 PM
Everyday,,every single day my mental health gets worse and worse and worse.. and iddontevenknowif anyone cares about mmeor if they are just being nice,, I feel like I don't have anything anymore or the things I do have will be taken away from me in due time,, my fears of everyone leaving me seem to
Imgonnabealoneforever,,imutterlyunlikeable,, I try my best at life,, but got got beat up to the point where I feel defeated and like I cant get up anymore,,imssorry I failed everyone,,
February 8, 2026 at 11:30 PM
Imgonnabealoneforever,,imutterlyunlikeable,, I try my best at life,, but got got beat up to the point where I feel defeated and like I cant get up anymore,,imssorry I failed everyone,,
Imworthless,,imapaintoeveryone,,even with depression meds,,I still feel hopeless and alone,,ihatemyself
January 28, 2026 at 4:35 AM
Imworthless,,imapaintoeveryone,,even with depression meds,,I still feel hopeless and alone,,ihatemyself
Eberydayikeepthinkongishouldbegone,, imssorry forbeingabjrden
January 23, 2026 at 2:11 AM
Eberydayikeepthinkongishouldbegone,, imssorry forbeingabjrden