i forgot its friday >.> my dad wants to see me today but im so. not feeling it. idk ever since he acted surprised hearing that i have MORE appointments in the future because im so bothered and in pain all the fucking time, ive been so painfully turned off (╥﹏╥)

i hate feeling even a little bit sad. it makes me feel so lonely and out of touch with everyone else, i hate how it clouds my perception of whats real and leads me to over exaggerate something incredibly minor.

phonecalls from my mother are like a gacha, i never know how she feels about me for the day until she starts talking .. anyway, i lost my 5050 LOL she called and started to lecture me about-

#山梨県
#写真

ts probably dire but my doctor isnt picking up the phone . what sense does it make for them to call me, urge me to make an appointment, but doesnt pick up when i actually need them to ?? tf can i even do at this point

#山梨県
#写真

「誕生日おめでとう！」

PENTAX SL , SMC Takmar 28/3.5
KENTNERE PAN400
#filmphotography

元旦の夕焼け
#キリトリセカイ

if i ever get a headache again pls do me a big favor and put me down

往診中の一コマ

今日もかわいい

woke up and my hands dont hurt as bad >.> last night was Gnarly dude

今日買った古本です。森茉莉のすごく素敵な本を見つけられたのは良かったです。あと、パンケーキ焦がして萎えてるかわいいハムスターも手に入れました。

雪の中

the upside about having an alt and on such an isolated platform is that i can complain about more personal issues to the void without feeling a slight bit guilty over it LOL