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yap city over here… alt account for emotional spam posting mostly !! pls only follow if i follow first xx
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fucking spiraling really fucking bad cause of my mom i really don't wanna do this anymore im a waste of fucking potential and time and money there's nothing more for me than what i have I fucking hate it here and myself i can't.
July 21, 2026 at 3:20 AM
fucking spiraling really fucking bad cause of my mom i really don't wanna do this anymore im a waste of fucking potential and time and money there's nothing more for me than what i have I fucking hate it here and myself i can't.
been having a constant stream of kms thoughts for the last hour but i don't have the time in my schedule to address that. ain't life a bitch.
June 25, 2026 at 4:58 AM
been having a constant stream of kms thoughts for the last hour but i don't have the time in my schedule to address that. ain't life a bitch.
i hate the way im handling everything but everytime i try to address anything the anxiety is unbearable so
June 5, 2026 at 3:23 AM
i hate the way im handling everything but everytime i try to address anything the anxiety is unbearable so
i genuinely don't understand why my stress dreams are always either that or being murdered wtf happened to me in a past life
June 1, 2026 at 1:31 PM
i genuinely don't understand why my stress dreams are always either that or being murdered wtf happened to me in a past life
ah yes... nightmare about being publicly sexually assaulted and no one doing anything about it but this time in an exciting twist it was by a man who i haven't even met yet but will tomorrow and have been anxious about all week cause he's the VP of the company i work for so that's. great.
June 1, 2026 at 1:30 PM
ah yes... nightmare about being publicly sexually assaulted and no one doing anything about it but this time in an exciting twist it was by a man who i haven't even met yet but will tomorrow and have been anxious about all week cause he's the VP of the company i work for so that's. great.
3 months later and nothing has changed actually.
May 14, 2026 at 4:11 AM
3 months later and nothing has changed actually.
feeling evil grimey unkind rude and like the worst friend in the world.
May 14, 2026 at 4:09 AM
feeling evil grimey unkind rude and like the worst friend in the world.
literally told my friend yesterday that im having less violent anxiety spirals and then all day today guess what ive been having.
March 13, 2026 at 7:40 PM
literally told my friend yesterday that im having less violent anxiety spirals and then all day today guess what ive been having.
ive literally been either on the brink of or in the middle of an anxiety attack for the entire day.
March 4, 2026 at 4:31 AM
ive literally been either on the brink of or in the middle of an anxiety attack for the entire day.
i gen don't wanna do this anymore. any of it. i literally get upset when i wake up every morning i don't wanna anymore
February 10, 2026 at 7:54 PM
i gen don't wanna do this anymore. any of it. i literally get upset when i wake up every morning i don't wanna anymore
im actually genuinely so scared i hate feeling like this i have enough to upset me why do i have to add this too.
January 31, 2026 at 4:24 PM
im actually genuinely so scared i hate feeling like this i have enough to upset me why do i have to add this too.
idk what made me extra violent stress dreams come back but now im gonna be scared to sleep the next few days cause they never come in ones and WHY is it constantly me being hunted for sport .
January 31, 2026 at 4:23 PM
idk what made me extra violent stress dreams come back but now im gonna be scared to sleep the next few days cause they never come in ones and WHY is it constantly me being hunted for sport .
welp everything is shit again.
January 30, 2026 at 2:59 AM
welp everything is shit again.
i wanna be worthy of my own expectations and admiration i wanna be able to be proud of myself i hate feeling stuck and hopeless and like there's tons and tons of weight pushing down on me at all times my purpose is to create beautiful and to love and to take care of ppl and i can't do any of that.
January 14, 2026 at 4:12 AM
i wanna be worthy of my own expectations and admiration i wanna be able to be proud of myself i hate feeling stuck and hopeless and like there's tons and tons of weight pushing down on me at all times my purpose is to create beautiful and to love and to take care of ppl and i can't do any of that.
everyday i wake up and go to bed with the same hopeless feeling in my chest
January 13, 2026 at 3:16 AM
everyday i wake up and go to bed with the same hopeless feeling in my chest
i don't think I'll ever get the hang of this human thing
January 4, 2026 at 2:42 AM
i don't think I'll ever get the hang of this human thing
i feel so completely empty and hollow but also like im a suitcase that's stuffed way too full and i could burst at the seams at any moment and also so extremely annoying and unlikeable and a burden and a failure and-
December 31, 2025 at 3:09 AM
i feel so completely empty and hollow but also like im a suitcase that's stuffed way too full and i could burst at the seams at any moment and also so extremely annoying and unlikeable and a burden and a failure and-
if im so blessed and lucky then why am i never happy.
December 23, 2025 at 2:17 AM
if im so blessed and lucky then why am i never happy.
i hate the adult that they made me. i hate how early it all started. i hate and im tired and i know it'll never stop.
December 23, 2025 at 2:16 AM
i hate the adult that they made me. i hate how early it all started. i hate and im tired and i know it'll never stop.
i need a cigarette.
December 11, 2025 at 5:33 AM
i need a cigarette.
realizing that i have idealized plans for my life but not really dreams and i think this is why my achievements don't really feel like achievements but rather things I've done because i had to because i started them so i may as well finish them and +
December 11, 2025 at 5:32 AM
realizing that i have idealized plans for my life but not really dreams and i think this is why my achievements don't really feel like achievements but rather things I've done because i had to because i started them so i may as well finish them and +
went from having the best day ever to my regular feeling of not exiting at all.
December 8, 2025 at 7:43 PM
went from having the best day ever to my regular feeling of not exiting at all.
i feel annoying today
December 8, 2025 at 4:27 PM
i feel annoying today
i miss and i feel and i fear and i worry and maybe i don't belong anywhere at all because pieces of my heart are scattered around the earth and I'll never feel at home anywhere because everyone who feels like a piece of home isn't ever close by and home feels foreign and away feels empty so what now
December 8, 2025 at 5:12 AM
i miss and i feel and i fear and i worry and maybe i don't belong anywhere at all because pieces of my heart are scattered around the earth and I'll never feel at home anywhere because everyone who feels like a piece of home isn't ever close by and home feels foreign and away feels empty so what now
genuinely what keeps promoting these nightmares and why was it paired with the magic people trying to kill me ones this time.
if I had a nickel for every time I woke up with a start from a nightmare where I was almost s*x tr*fficed and/or auctioned off to an old man because of an adult I trusted betraying me id now have three nickels. idk why this keeps happening I don't watch media like that and nothing has happened to me
December 6, 2025 at 3:48 PM
genuinely what keeps promoting these nightmares and why was it paired with the magic people trying to kill me ones this time.