in my experience? the more PHYSICALLY beautiful a woman is in real life the more likely she's going to be wolf-bait and that has too many headaches associated. it's then on her... to establish and maintain a solid connection. and... if she's beautiful she can too easily shrug and move on. real life

and... i don't want to leave instagram the way it is. i have my reasons. thinking and doing is a days long project to do it right and get it all logged in. now... i need to come up with an alternative password to use on instagram (i do know how to have a good time)

one of my side jobs for a few years in the navy was terminal security... passwords to one of the databases... so i'm really, really good at coming up with passwords... and i just came up with a GREAT new password and don't want to waste it... (continued)

no... i don't care... i do care but i don't care. i like her... but... that just seems to be the way things go with me... and... i don't have anything better to do with my time than think about my budget. it's SO fluid...

one of my... expenditures... has sent stuff on dropbox... and dropbox told me she's accessing it from the philippines... and she said she was in the united states. pointing it out? i may never hear from her again... which... opens up that money in my budget (continued)

and... AND... canada has a more responsible government to compel companies to share waste heat in their communities rather than waste waste heat.

i spent half my time in the navy working for leaders who weren't good leaders and they ground me into dust. that is the truth and reality of military life. half the people involved aren't good at what they do and are... essentially... cannon fodder. sometimes it's impossible to not be clear of them

when i was working for good leaders? they loved me. point me in a direction and turn me loose. and... with my asperger syndrome... i didn't care if the people i was working with didn't like me... the work still needed to be done (continued)

i can't end this bit without saying... our founding fathers thought half the population were servants. sometime, very rare times, thought of as worthy of respect. mostly... not worth anything but having children and the housework they were expected to do without question

as a former leader of the free world we've been remarkably bad at correcting our own flaws... and that's a result of our political parties being terrible at introspection... because of us. we don't ask them to... so they don't look at themselves in the mirror

this is the reason i DON'T respect our founding fathers... so much. "leaders" of the united states of america have disregarded the lives of SOME other people since before it was the united states of america. (continued)

that BOTH political parties have orchestrated this climate of fear... for anyone... including the people who want to migrant from the country they're from because IT is intolerable... is intolerable (continued)