I fully get what you meant and yeah I could have done to be more considerate, but I want to be fully honest with you Navi and say I do think the reply was too harsh in how it was worded, especially considering the mental state I was in.

I know you have the best intentions, but getting a lecture on my wording during a breakdown is really not what I needed tbh

Stuff like "pull the no one cares card" feels like I'm being scolded and genuinely upset me further, like this was me being intentionally manipulative for pity points or smth

hugs ily friend 🫂 always here if you need someone to talk to

awesome bestie!!!!!!

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forgot to reply but this was smth I started doing but I forget to do it when I'm doing especially bad, so I gotta make more of a habit of it

also thanks sapphi, I really appreciate it 🧡 You're a great friend

Also as someone who gets it with like mental health and stuff, I often find myself in the same dark places, I assure you I message you because I want to cause you're a really good friend, not out of any obligation or anything.

You are my friend and I love you very much 🧡

I'm sorry if I haven't been reaching out like I promised, I've been barely messaging anyone across this time of mental self-recovery

That being said, I should make the effort more and be there for you. I'm always here if you wanna talk, and I promise to DM more again from now on if you'd like.

oh what a coincidence I also started doing a bunch of chores that I suddenly had the motivation for (no one's coming over I just had a random need to clean around lol)

The hunger pains hurt... they hurt a lot...

Everyone in my family keeps saying I look healthier and that losing weight looks good on me too, but realistically I've lost all fhis weight from depressed self-inflicted starvation

Considering the context, encouragement to keep losing weight really isn't what I need rn...