Naylien
@nay-lien.bsky.social
This is my word vomit account
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Up next: beta readers aren’t important enough to credit properly in things…
September 15, 2026 at 4:42 PM
Up next: beta readers aren’t important enough to credit properly in things…
Went to bed thinking about feeling sad about how my dad doesn’t love me… woke up and fell into how my friends aren’t really my friends 👍🏽
September 15, 2026 at 3:23 PM
Went to bed thinking about feeling sad about how my dad doesn’t love me… woke up and fell into how my friends aren’t really my friends 👍🏽
I feel insane because it’s like the second I stop reading my anxiety spikes and I want to rip my skin off
September 13, 2026 at 3:49 PM
I feel insane because it’s like the second I stop reading my anxiety spikes and I want to rip my skin off
TW: nightmares, SA
I can’t unsee my friend getting pulled into that little room in my dream… or the look on his face later… it’s almost worse than being hurt myself
I can’t unsee my friend getting pulled into that little room in my dream… or the look on his face later… it’s almost worse than being hurt myself
September 13, 2026 at 3:12 PM
TW: nightmares, SA
I can’t unsee my friend getting pulled into that little room in my dream… or the look on his face later… it’s almost worse than being hurt myself
I can’t unsee my friend getting pulled into that little room in my dream… or the look on his face later… it’s almost worse than being hurt myself
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Sometimes it’s so hard not to feel like a nobody. I try so hard and I can’t seem to maintain enough of a presence anywhere. I want people to care about the edits I put hours into. I know it doesn’t matter what people think, but it makes me sad.
September 12, 2026 at 4:31 PM
Sometimes it’s so hard not to feel like a nobody. I try so hard and I can’t seem to maintain enough of a presence anywhere. I want people to care about the edits I put hours into. I know it doesn’t matter what people think, but it makes me sad.
Wish we could get coke too but even if we had money, we have no way to get it. So alcohol and weed it is!
September 11, 2026 at 11:28 PM
Wish we could get coke too but even if we had money, we have no way to get it. So alcohol and weed it is!
No I did not tell me psych about my plan to get drunk, why do you ask?
September 11, 2026 at 11:22 PM
No I did not tell me psych about my plan to get drunk, why do you ask?
I get so irritated when I need help and can’t ask for it and the person who said they’d help isn’t noticing. So I quietly stew because there’s also things I need help with, but don’t want help. It’s a cycle of ‘fucking ask for help’ ‘why aren’t they doing what they said they would’ ‘PAY ATTENTION’
September 11, 2026 at 2:48 PM
I get so irritated when I need help and can’t ask for it and the person who said they’d help isn’t noticing. So I quietly stew because there’s also things I need help with, but don’t want help. It’s a cycle of ‘fucking ask for help’ ‘why aren’t they doing what they said they would’ ‘PAY ATTENTION’
I wanna do something bad. Like harder drugs, or get drunk, or SOMETHING
September 11, 2026 at 2:09 PM
I wanna do something bad. Like harder drugs, or get drunk, or SOMETHING
My abusive ex was in my dream last night. Told him I loved him and always will… I know at least one alter is still in love with him. I hate it. #SaturnSystem #DIDsystem
September 11, 2026 at 1:03 PM
My abusive ex was in my dream last night. Told him I loved him and always will… I know at least one alter is still in love with him. I hate it. #SaturnSystem #DIDsystem
I don’t want to have therapy. I’m so tired. Surviving is exhausting and I just wanna stop and lay down
September 10, 2026 at 5:56 PM
I don’t want to have therapy. I’m so tired. Surviving is exhausting and I just wanna stop and lay down
I hate getting triggered and not being able to articulate why. It’s the worst with emotional abuse triggers. That shit fucks you up and changes how you see the world
September 10, 2026 at 4:20 PM
I hate getting triggered and not being able to articulate why. It’s the worst with emotional abuse triggers. That shit fucks you up and changes how you see the world
Couldn’t sleep and was feeling super anxious so I caught up on one of my beta reads. Gonna try again in a minute
September 10, 2026 at 5:36 AM
Couldn’t sleep and was feeling super anxious so I caught up on one of my beta reads. Gonna try again in a minute
I hate when people say ‘to be fair…’ cause it’s always when I’m ‘heated’ about something and it feels like the other person is just trying to shove me down. It’s the worst when I’m venting about someone upsetting me. No fair. Only feelings. Let me have them
September 10, 2026 at 3:08 AM
I hate when people say ‘to be fair…’ cause it’s always when I’m ‘heated’ about something and it feels like the other person is just trying to shove me down. It’s the worst when I’m venting about someone upsetting me. No fair. Only feelings. Let me have them
Sometimes I’ll randomly think of stupid shit people have said to me. Like when I reached out to a friend because I’d just been diagnosed and I knew his brother had DID, and he responded ‘you don’t really seem like you’d have it’ ok sure.
September 9, 2026 at 2:49 AM
Sometimes I’ll randomly think of stupid shit people have said to me. Like when I reached out to a friend because I’d just been diagnosed and I knew his brother had DID, and he responded ‘you don’t really seem like you’d have it’ ok sure.
Don’t want to admit it, but this was probably a bad choice
I probably SHOULDNT read student/teacher fics, considering my history, but fuck it we ball
September 8, 2026 at 11:54 PM
Don’t want to admit it, but this was probably a bad choice
It looks like the book release got pushed back and honestly it’s a load off. I got too much shit happening at the end of the month 😅
September 8, 2026 at 7:42 PM
It looks like the book release got pushed back and honestly it’s a load off. I got too much shit happening at the end of the month 😅
I can’t get out of bed… I have therapy in an hour but I can’t get myself out of bed. Wtf is wrong with me
September 8, 2026 at 4:37 PM
I can’t get out of bed… I have therapy in an hour but I can’t get myself out of bed. Wtf is wrong with me
Apparently we tweet our intrusive thoughts now #SaturnSystem #DIDsystem
September 8, 2026 at 2:21 AM
Apparently we tweet our intrusive thoughts now #SaturnSystem #DIDsystem
I DONT CARE
Spongebob Squarepants: Screaming Internally
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September 8, 2026 at 2:18 AM
I DONT CARE
I hate my body. I hate my yo-yo-ing weight and body dysmorphia. Fuck everything
September 8, 2026 at 1:12 AM
I hate my body. I hate my yo-yo-ing weight and body dysmorphia. Fuck everything
I probably SHOULDNT read student/teacher fics, considering my history, but fuck it we ball
September 7, 2026 at 10:28 PM
I probably SHOULDNT read student/teacher fics, considering my history, but fuck it we ball
Ugh been feeling so funky lately. It’s irritating
September 7, 2026 at 1:14 PM
Ugh been feeling so funky lately. It’s irritating
Yeah I think that’s been part of my weirdness the last couple days
Not drinking my ensure is finally catching up with me 😓
September 7, 2026 at 2:13 AM
Yeah I think that’s been part of my weirdness the last couple days