Neonbjörn 🇧🇻🐻
neonbjorn.bsky.social
Neonbjörn 🇧🇻🐻
@neonbjorn.bsky.social
A silly bear person just trying to get through the day
| 30's | He/him | bi | single |
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September 15, 2026 at 5:51 PM
I feel so weak and ashamed. All I want to do is move on with my life and get out of my rut. Yet I've neither got the strength or determination rmto make it happen.

It's so hard to imagine the rest of my life being anything else but a waste of time. The negative's greatly outweighed the positive.
September 16, 2026 at 2:51 AM
Don't you hate it when life bad and not good
August 26, 2026 at 4:19 AM
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found this on my phone tryin to find another thing and lost my mind in the kinda laughter that caused my roommate to come into the living room and go “we good, boss?” because she thought i was crying
August 25, 2026 at 4:28 AM
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hello
August 10, 2026 at 5:34 PM
Decided to try to go for 2 long walks instead of just one. Managed to do 15k steps. Did end up with a tiny blister, but, kinda proud of myself for that.
August 13, 2026 at 3:37 AM
Really kinda wish I wasn't so empathetic all the time. It's so hard to save up money when I got friends asking to borrow all the time. Feels like there's a financial crisis for them like every other week.
August 8, 2026 at 1:25 PM
Can't get mad at me when this is literally me
August 7, 2026 at 5:38 PM
It's so easy to focus on all the negative aspects of your life when you don't talk to people. I really do want to break out of my bubble more and just engage with people.
I just loathe how much it drains me.
August 7, 2026 at 2:19 AM
Seems like I still got quite a way to go with ny recovery. Spent a few hours with some friends and I'm fried. Had a great time though. Maybe I just need to expose myself to more social situations.
August 7, 2026 at 2:15 AM
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August 6, 2026 at 1:37 AM
Went to see my sisters grave a few days ago. Hadn't been there since the funeral.
It's still just unbelievable that she's just gone from my life.

It's hard to put into words, but a murdered sibling impacts you so much more than a grandparent dying from natural causes.
August 3, 2026 at 4:15 AM
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Mental health talk
July 31, 2026 at 7:06 PM
I guess in good news, I finally had my last drug test last friday. Just gotta wait to get called in for adhd assessment, as I've now proven I've been drug free for 3 months (actually over a year but it took a year for my tests to come out clean)
July 19, 2026 at 1:17 AM
Ever since the murder of my sister and niece, I've just wanted to be by myself. It's easier that way. No social pressure and expectations. I really hate living with my parents, gotta fake being okay all the time. Just wanna be alone and not have to worry about other people.
July 19, 2026 at 12:49 AM
My mood dropped so hard tonight for whatever reason.
Don't feel like doing anything. Trying to watch a show but I feel restless and uninterested in anything.
I miss getting high so fucking much
July 18, 2026 at 10:01 PM
Always tired but never sleepy 🫩
July 14, 2026 at 5:30 AM
It just feels like I'm running out the clock at this point. And I can't even enjoy being a fuck up.
July 14, 2026 at 3:31 AM
I wonder if I'll ever experience happiness again
July 14, 2026 at 3:26 AM
Everything just sucks. I can't get off my unhealthy habits. I stay up too long, can't sleep, I have really weird dreams and I feel awful when I wake up.
Fuck I miss getting high... It was like the only reason I got out of bed. It made everything feel better. Now everything just sucks.
July 12, 2026 at 3:18 AM
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‘Tekken 8’ recreated the video of a man protecting his dog from a kangaroo using its characters Leroy Smith and Sugar 🦘🎮
June 30, 2026 at 2:41 AM
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Now you are also a terrorist if you don’t enjoy being surveilled. You don’t think we should be allowing cops to stalk their ex partners who broke up with them. You don’t think we should let those same cops use those cameras to give ICE intel about where innocent people are so they can kidnap them.
June 30, 2026 at 1:01 AM
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probably the craziest example of headline juicing i've seen in a long time lmao
Free-to-play Mobile game The Elder Scrolls: Blades has shut down on June 30 as was announced in March.
June 30, 2026 at 9:40 AM
Really hope my life didn't peak in my mid 20's
June 28, 2026 at 3:29 AM