and i forgot that the reason i'd *been* invisible is that people WILL stalk your online status and dm/ping you as soon as you're online. it's very weird and uncomfortable and gives off a sense of entitlement to my time and attention. maybe i'm just weird about this

i'm sorry i'm at the point where if i haven't already had conversations with you in the servers i'm in, i'm just going to ignore your request if you don't have anything more than "hey what's up"

i used to tank all 4 in a 16+ hour day but i'm not going to let this job kill me like that anymore. i already took a day off this week so i'd still probably go in tomorrow and be an absolute zombie if i tanked the whole thing

going to 3 of the 4 is just as unreasonably long of a day as all 4!! and then it's a waste of time if [4] puts in a ticket, like, the next day!!

for context they asked me to go to [location 1] and [location 2/3]. [location 4] is only about 30 minutes away from [1], while [2/3] are about an hour away. and they didn't notice i had to tickets for all 4.

at the time i was having serious second thoughts but i just had to power through because i knew it was for the best. not immediately being good at it was also pretty discouraging as it tends to be

PIRATEGAMETHING IS OLDER THAN YOU. TERRIFYING. NEVER DO THAT AGAIN

maybe it's just me but if i got banned from someone's discord server i'd probably never try to interact with them again

i forgot i'm not just slightly offputting internet weirdo i'm also a youtuber

the one two punch of switching to voice and coming out as trans ended up weeding out most of the people i didn't want in my community

back then i felt detached enough from pirategamething that i didn't mind being closeted too terribly much, but part of my motivation for coming out on here was to signal that there was no place for that bullshit in my community

bitch who has never fished in her life. stolen valor

looking at coworkers' linkedins, it seems like either you're a tech for around a year or 10 years and there's no in between