I feel like no one talks about the #disillusionmentphase after going #nocontact with an #abusiveparent.

Like I have just realized more & more of what my father did was so fucked up and he had us believing it was normal or okay. Gross.

"unsent letter to a despot" in 4 screenshots, for which I must display a trigger warning, for psycho-emotional abuse, trauma and a tad graphic content - in a 388 word long text.
#poetry #religioustrauma #cptsd #abusiveparent

time to share screenshots of my poem "unsent letter to a despot" for which I must display a trigger warning, for psycho-emotional abuse, trauma and a tad graphic content - in a 388 word long text.
#poetry #religioustrauma #cptsd #abusiveparent

All of this.

Also, don't ask about my parent. At all. Unless I choose to speak of him. Even then, I don't owe anyone the where's, why's, or how's.

That's generally good practice when anyone has traumatic events in their past.

#abusiveparent #traumaticchildhood

The more I process my trauma with my therapist, the more I remember, and the more I realize what a monster my mother was... Individually, the stuff doesn't sound like much sometimes, but when you add it all up it's horrible. I hope I'm giving my daughter a better life.

#abusiveparent #cptsd #trauma

& they sell it all by saying
“You made me do it❗️”
just like every #AbusiveParent, #AbusiveHusband, #narcissist, #Sadist, #psychopath, #WarLord, #Mobster, #Demagogue, #Dictator
they use #Shame, #Vengeance, #Fear, #Malice, #Jealousy & #Resentment
&
#MurcsLaw:

to further #BRICS leverage against the #MagnitskyAct #legal & #financial #Consequences, #MiseryMinions take apart #Democracy by saying “you made me do it❗️”, just like any #AbusiveParent, #AbusiveHusband, #CultLeader, #WarLord, #Demagogue, #sadist, #psychopath, #narcissist or #dictator

#MurcsLaw:

Instead of being told what to do by family & strangers eg “your mum is grieving you should drive over and comfort her cos she needs you”
Isn’t it better to ask “what has happened to you that could prevent you from …..”

#abusiveparent
#narcissisticparent
#traumaresponse
#selfhealing

cn: (allusion to) child abuse

"consolation out of reach (but i didn't need any, did i?)"

[taking ownership of my story]
#photography #nudephotography #nude #erotic #eroticphotography #nudeart #chronicillness #chronicalill #abandoned #notjustsad #trauma #childabuse #forcedintimacy #abusiveparent

cn: (allusion to) child abuse

"free to develop and flower out on myself (according to you)"

[taking ownership of my story]
#photography #nudephotography #nude #erotic #eroticphotography #nudeart #chronicillness #chronicalill #abandoned #notjustsad #trauma #childabuse #forcedintimacy #abusiveparent

cn: child abuse

"your pleasure plaything"

[taking ownership of my story]
#photography #nudephotography #nude #erotic #eroticphotography #nudeart #chronicillness #chronicalill #abandoned #notjustsad #trauma #childabuse #forcedintimacy #abusiveparent