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( ID: Life has been presenting itself many avenues. I feel stuck, unable to make a decision. Is it fatigue? Or am I just terrified that I might choose wrong and be trapped in another Hell of my own making.. 14 years of my life were spent like that and I don't wish to return to it. I'm frustrated that I have a chance at something - a better life. But once more find my voice stolen and chains draped over my shoulders. I don't enjoy feeling this way. It's suffocating. The anxiety over the simple decisions. Choices that will either make or break my world feel as though I'm fighting off a great beast with a broken weapon. I just want to be able to live my life. To enjoy the world that I was robbed of for so many years… How can I do that when every decision feels like a knife slicing through my heel? The fear tears through my chest and I am left shaking on the ground. Tears spilling down my cheeks.. I'm tired. )
December 9, 2025 at 3:45 PM