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mosscaller.bsky.social
I just want to be insane in peace and that’s what my internet diary is for...

#bpd #bipolar #depression #ventingspace
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July 23, 2025 at 6:52 PM
mosscaller.bsky.social
Just a little reminder that the reason that the Cornell 7 (57) is so widely talked about by women is because EVERY woman has either had her own experience or knows at least one other woman who has.

#currentevents #cornell7 #fuckcornell #samention #ventingspace #womensky
( ID: A scene from a movie, where a man is tied to a bed while a nurse with multicolored hair stands over him. Text over laid on the picture reads as: "I mean, it's every guy's worst nightmare, getting accused like that." "Can you guess what every woman's worst nightmare is?" )
October 2, 2026 at 7:40 AM
mosscaller.bsky.social
Update on my migraine..

It turns out that I'm suffering from: "Occipital Neuralgia"

#occipitalneuralgia #tbi #traumaticbraininjury #disabled
#venting #ventingspace #chronicallyill #spoonie #seizure #seizures
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January 21, 2026 at 2:59 PM
mosscaller.bsky.social
Why..

#bpd #poetry #ventingspace #venting #depression #borderlinerpersonalitydisorder
( ID: Life has been presenting itself many avenues. I feel stuck, unable to make a decision. Is it fatigue? Or am I just terrified that I might choose wrong and be trapped in another Hell of my own making.. 14 years of my life were spent like that and I don't wish to return to it. I'm frustrated that I have a chance at something - a better life. But once more find my voice stolen and chains draped over my shoulders. I don't enjoy feeling this way. It's suffocating. The anxiety over the simple decisions. Choices that will either make or break my world feel as though I'm fighting off a great beast with a broken weapon. I just want to be able to live my life. To enjoy the world that I was robbed of for so many years… How can I do that when every decision feels like a knife slicing through my heel? The fear tears through my chest and I am left shaking on the ground. Tears spilling down my cheeks.. I'm tired. )
December 9, 2025 at 3:45 PM
mosscaller.bsky.social
A bit of a life update, since it's been a minute..

"Healing isn't linear." Those words keep ringing in my head.

I'm well aware of those old wounds can reopen at a moments notice. Last night was proof of that.

#ohio #newjob #healingjourney #grief #loss #thepabutag #fuckcancer #ventingspace
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April 21, 2026 at 6:09 PM
mosscaller.bsky.social
I experienced this as a kid..

My Mother, who spent years ignoring the abuse her boyfriend was unleashing upon me and my sisters (but mostly dishing out to me, because he didn't like my Dad.. )-

#raisedbynarcissists #abuse #cptsd #bpd #bipolar2 #ventingspace
( ID: Having parents who aren't as bad as they used to be is crazy cause they'll be sitting there doing some normal shit and you're like kubrick staring at them. Parents love to try and get better once you're past the age of needing a stable parent. )
September 21, 2026 at 5:06 PM
mosscaller.bsky.social
I grew up in Florida, so all I'm used to is the chaos of Hurricanes. ( Which, yes I know are far more dangerous than a Tornado. So says my Native Ohioan Fiancée. )

#ohiosky #tornado #severeweather #ventingspace #venting #ohio
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June 18, 2026 at 6:30 PM
mosscaller.bsky.social
Life update, as I work through things...

#bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #depression #ventingspace #venting #disabled #bipolar
( ID: I'm rediscovering the hobbies and interests I discarded over the years, due to mental issues, relationship problems, disabilities flaring up and an overall distaste with who I was becoming at the time. I won't mince words or shirk responsibility over my actions in the past - I was a deeply damaged and unwell person. I can never make up for the shit that I've done in the past, because most of the people that I hurt over the years never wish to talk to me ever again. All I can do is move forward and keep healing so I don't continue those toxic patterns or hurt anyone else. Maybe I can change for the better. Be someone that other's can actually rely on… Currently, I'm working on my writing and trying to teach myself how to draw. It's been slow going, due to health issues and carpal tunnel. My hands don't always want to work correctly, and my mental issues constantly cause problems - but those are excuses. I know that. I'm trying not to lean into that. If something distracts me from my work, it's my job to get back on track - but without proper meds it seems almost impossible. Those chaotic thoughts are a racing train, threatening to jump off the track… It's bothersome. But I am trying - that should count for something. I wonder, if this new life will be something wonderful.. Soon, things will be different. I'm not going to explain fully, because "moving in the shadows" has been a consistent thing that popped up so for once I'm leaning into that. When things are settled, I'll post and explain what happened and where I am. For now, I'm okay and trying to work through my grief. I'm okay. Things are…better. I hope you're all doing well. It's time for a fresh start. ) ( ID: Cozy, cluttered bedroom with unmade bed, glowing lamp, scattered books, and open laptop. Text reads: "I spent half of my life in my room.." )
December 30, 2025 at 2:19 PM