#petalsanxietea So I'm eating a creamy ranch sauce ( vegan ) with white vinegar in it. I haven't had anything with white vinegar in over a decade for health reasons, so needless to say I'm having an anxiety attack but I am trying a new? food!
I also struggle with gastric things so um..!
I also struggle with gastric things so um..!
February 1, 2025 at 5:22 PM
#petalsanxietea So I'm eating a creamy ranch sauce ( vegan ) with white vinegar in it. I haven't had anything with white vinegar in over a decade for health reasons, so needless to say I'm having an anxiety attack but I am trying a new? food!
I also struggle with gastric things so um..!
I also struggle with gastric things so um..!
#petalsanxietea another day, another combatting the sinus migraine... i'm so tired... my head aches, it f eels stuffy and i feel unwell...
October 26, 2024 at 4:33 PM
#petalsanxietea another day, another combatting the sinus migraine... i'm so tired... my head aches, it f eels stuffy and i feel unwell...
#petalsanxietea Trying to sketch and I can feel pain seeping into my head again... Bloody hell I was just bedridden on Monday for goodness sake...
November 13, 2024 at 5:08 PM
#petalsanxietea Trying to sketch and I can feel pain seeping into my head again... Bloody hell I was just bedridden on Monday for goodness sake...
some hashtags i've thought of to use for things ;
anxiety rambles ( usually health related ) : #petalsanxietea
theories / crack theories : #petalsbookoftheories
predictions in series : #petalsprophecies
edits : #petalseyecandy
drabbles : #petalspoetrybook
anxiety rambles ( usually health related ) : #petalsanxietea
theories / crack theories : #petalsbookoftheories
predictions in series : #petalsprophecies
edits : #petalseyecandy
drabbles : #petalspoetrybook
October 18, 2024 at 2:25 PM
some hashtags i've thought of to use for things ;
anxiety rambles ( usually health related ) : #petalsanxietea
theories / crack theories : #petalsbookoftheories
predictions in series : #petalsprophecies
edits : #petalseyecandy
drabbles : #petalspoetrybook
anxiety rambles ( usually health related ) : #petalsanxietea
theories / crack theories : #petalsbookoftheories
predictions in series : #petalsprophecies
edits : #petalseyecandy
drabbles : #petalspoetrybook
#petalsanxietea + and sinus kicking in because of air pressure, weather, the damn pollen ( we have trees around us ) etc. so, compared to before, i used to have panic attacks because i thought maybe it was my eyes or other possible issues... exhales softly. not happy either of us have to +
November 5, 2024 at 12:08 AM
#petalsanxietea + and sinus kicking in because of air pressure, weather, the damn pollen ( we have trees around us ) etc. so, compared to before, i used to have panic attacks because i thought maybe it was my eyes or other possible issues... exhales softly. not happy either of us have to +
#petalsanxietea Also, to add to this, finding out the vet we went to had like 2 or 3 stars? Man. I'm tired. Where are the non-corp, really good places? Years ago things seemed so much better.
June 17, 2025 at 6:38 PM
#petalsanxietea Also, to add to this, finding out the vet we went to had like 2 or 3 stars? Man. I'm tired. Where are the non-corp, really good places? Years ago things seemed so much better.
#petalsanxietea + And then, me searching up about your cat having a bad tooth now heightened my anxiety. I love my little fluff so much. Her and Midnight are all my mum and I have left after Jigu. And my mum is already fearing for both of them... Understandably.
June 17, 2025 at 6:34 PM
#petalsanxietea + And then, me searching up about your cat having a bad tooth now heightened my anxiety. I love my little fluff so much. Her and Midnight are all my mum and I have left after Jigu. And my mum is already fearing for both of them... Understandably.
#petalsanxietea Kurochan has a bad tooth, and having been told she possibly has gums which grew over broken teeth ( while she was still a stray / before we adopted her ) and just. The fact we can't afford to help her -- the fact that even months of saving won't cut it? +
June 17, 2025 at 6:34 PM
#petalsanxietea Kurochan has a bad tooth, and having been told she possibly has gums which grew over broken teeth ( while she was still a stray / before we adopted her ) and just. The fact we can't afford to help her -- the fact that even months of saving won't cut it? +
#petalsanxietea Thank goodness that anxiety shall be averted -- my mum called the super and they won't, because of my health + anxiety issues.
Granted, if they gave warning 2 weeks ago or more about the painting, then I'd be a lot less freaked out.
But /a day/?! My 'tistic ass couldn't.
Granted, if they gave warning 2 weeks ago or more about the painting, then I'd be a lot less freaked out.
But /a day/?! My 'tistic ass couldn't.
June 2, 2025 at 7:19 PM
#petalsanxietea Thank goodness that anxiety shall be averted -- my mum called the super and they won't, because of my health + anxiety issues.
Granted, if they gave warning 2 weeks ago or more about the painting, then I'd be a lot less freaked out.
But /a day/?! My 'tistic ass couldn't.
Granted, if they gave warning 2 weeks ago or more about the painting, then I'd be a lot less freaked out.
But /a day/?! My 'tistic ass couldn't.
#petalsanxietea Still very stressed and anxious about my cat. Especially with his nose being so pale, and he's trying to stay in the warmest room. He ate and drank earlier, but for lunch he barely ate. I'm not doing too great mentally or emotionally atm since I'm so worried about my baby.
April 18, 2025 at 6:26 PM
#petalsanxietea Still very stressed and anxious about my cat. Especially with his nose being so pale, and he's trying to stay in the warmest room. He ate and drank earlier, but for lunch he barely ate. I'm not doing too great mentally or emotionally atm since I'm so worried about my baby.
#petalsanxietea My anxiety has been bad in regards to my eldest baby. I'm afraid maybe something my mum was using as a scent ( it had orchid in it ) might have affected him, lately he's just been not eating his wet food lately and his nose isn't getting all rosy like it usually is. +
April 17, 2025 at 11:38 PM
#petalsanxietea My anxiety has been bad in regards to my eldest baby. I'm afraid maybe something my mum was using as a scent ( it had orchid in it ) might have affected him, lately he's just been not eating his wet food lately and his nose isn't getting all rosy like it usually is. +
#petalsanxietea Me @ me: please mix in the yummy powder for the pasta and eat it, it's not going to kill you--
Also me @ me: < incessant screaming at the highest volume in my brain >
Also me @ me: < incessant screaming at the highest volume in my brain >
April 11, 2025 at 7:51 PM
#petalsanxietea Me @ me: please mix in the yummy powder for the pasta and eat it, it's not going to kill you--
Also me @ me: < incessant screaming at the highest volume in my brain >
Also me @ me: < incessant screaming at the highest volume in my brain >
#petalsanxietea Eating mushy hashbrown that I'm new to, with some pasta.... the toaster oven doesn't cook good enough so I'm having a panic attack while eating but ahaha..
March 28, 2025 at 6:40 PM
#petalsanxietea Eating mushy hashbrown that I'm new to, with some pasta.... the toaster oven doesn't cook good enough so I'm having a panic attack while eating but ahaha..
#petalsanxietea I ate my chikcpeas and ranch sauce yippeeee. They were in the aquafaba for 4 days now in an air tight container, it's just my anxiety that goes fucking ballistic so I'm gonna have to breathe and calm myself for a bit.
February 4, 2025 at 8:00 PM
#petalsanxietea I ate my chikcpeas and ranch sauce yippeeee. They were in the aquafaba for 4 days now in an air tight container, it's just my anxiety that goes fucking ballistic so I'm gonna have to breathe and calm myself for a bit.
At least I saved some of them. I can't find the other hashtags for now oops.
anxiety rambles ( usually health related ) : #petalsanxietea
theories / crack theories : #petalsbookoftheories
predictions in series : #petalsprophecies
edits : #petalseyecandy
drabbles : #petalspoetrybook
anxiety rambles ( usually health related ) : #petalsanxietea
theories / crack theories : #petalsbookoftheories
predictions in series : #petalsprophecies
edits : #petalseyecandy
drabbles : #petalspoetrybook
January 18, 2025 at 3:36 PM
At least I saved some of them. I can't find the other hashtags for now oops.
anxiety rambles ( usually health related ) : #petalsanxietea
theories / crack theories : #petalsbookoftheories
predictions in series : #petalsprophecies
edits : #petalseyecandy
drabbles : #petalspoetrybook
anxiety rambles ( usually health related ) : #petalsanxietea
theories / crack theories : #petalsbookoftheories
predictions in series : #petalsprophecies
edits : #petalseyecandy
drabbles : #petalspoetrybook
#petalsanxietea What is this migraine I'm experiencing. Bad sleep? Muscle tension? Sinus? PMS?
Probably all.
1. Have had irregular sleep overall due to
- pulled neck muscles
- gerd?? acid reflux?? either way Ow
2. PMS is ensuing
3. Sinuses have been funky
4. Muscle tension
Probably all.
1. Have had irregular sleep overall due to
- pulled neck muscles
- gerd?? acid reflux?? either way Ow
2. PMS is ensuing
3. Sinuses have been funky
4. Muscle tension
January 7, 2025 at 4:37 PM
#petalsanxietea What is this migraine I'm experiencing. Bad sleep? Muscle tension? Sinus? PMS?
Probably all.
1. Have had irregular sleep overall due to
- pulled neck muscles
- gerd?? acid reflux?? either way Ow
2. PMS is ensuing
3. Sinuses have been funky
4. Muscle tension
Probably all.
1. Have had irregular sleep overall due to
- pulled neck muscles
- gerd?? acid reflux?? either way Ow
2. PMS is ensuing
3. Sinuses have been funky
4. Muscle tension
#petalsanxietea Also- Slight anxiety. I feel a tiny bit of a migraine, but it might be weather + pms.
January 7, 2025 at 3:25 PM
#petalsanxietea Also- Slight anxiety. I feel a tiny bit of a migraine, but it might be weather + pms.
#petalsanxietea Doing things in the kitchen only to see black spots randomly. Can't tell if it's a warning for a migraine or if it's just an eye thing.
December 10, 2024 at 2:01 PM
#petalsanxietea Doing things in the kitchen only to see black spots randomly. Can't tell if it's a warning for a migraine or if it's just an eye thing.
#petalsanxietea Writing this here just as a note to myself mostly, but... today, the same pain in my left eye has been going on in my right eye now, too. I think it's because I've tried only using my right eye to see at times, despite how blurry everything gets. Ow.
December 8, 2024 at 12:02 AM
#petalsanxietea Writing this here just as a note to myself mostly, but... today, the same pain in my left eye has been going on in my right eye now, too. I think it's because I've tried only using my right eye to see at times, despite how blurry everything gets. Ow.
Also pain in the backside of my head, right side... ngh.
Marking this down in #petalsanxietea for good measure.
Marking this down in #petalsanxietea for good measure.
December 7, 2024 at 12:53 AM
Also pain in the backside of my head, right side... ngh.
Marking this down in #petalsanxietea for good measure.
Marking this down in #petalsanxietea for good measure.
#petalsanxietea I feel such... dread. Knowing we can only make an appointment AFTER the 13th, and even then, /who knnows how long until I can go to someone/, and ON TOP of that, the WAIT that would ensue until I can get a pair of glasses... it could take 2 weeks, even? Or more? But I'm in pain.
December 5, 2024 at 7:20 PM
#petalsanxietea I feel such... dread. Knowing we can only make an appointment AFTER the 13th, and even then, /who knnows how long until I can go to someone/, and ON TOP of that, the WAIT that would ensue until I can get a pair of glasses... it could take 2 weeks, even? Or more? But I'm in pain.
#petalsanxietea + are primarily right there around the left eye and radiate elsewhere... but man, you get exhausted. Being bedridden, being unable to do things-- it... no, it's definitely not pleasant. Previous migraine last week almost made me self-admit to the hospital, it was THAT bad.
December 4, 2024 at 1:52 AM
#petalsanxietea + are primarily right there around the left eye and radiate elsewhere... but man, you get exhausted. Being bedridden, being unable to do things-- it... no, it's definitely not pleasant. Previous migraine last week almost made me self-admit to the hospital, it was THAT bad.
#petalsanxietea + ... well, it's debilitating. Truly. For all these years I was wondering why things are just so much harder for me to do well and proper and I wonder if a huge part of it was because all these years my good eye has been working way too hard. It'd make sense as to why my migraines +
December 4, 2024 at 1:52 AM
#petalsanxietea + ... well, it's debilitating. Truly. For all these years I was wondering why things are just so much harder for me to do well and proper and I wonder if a huge part of it was because all these years my good eye has been working way too hard. It'd make sense as to why my migraines +
#petalsanxietea + Plus, a lot of the migraines, in fact, pretty much all of them, always have specific and increased pain around / behind my left eye. Aka, the eye that's being strained. And I'm... really tired. Genuinely. And scared. The constant feeling of brainfog, confusion, etc, is... +
December 4, 2024 at 1:52 AM
#petalsanxietea + Plus, a lot of the migraines, in fact, pretty much all of them, always have specific and increased pain around / behind my left eye. Aka, the eye that's being strained. And I'm... really tired. Genuinely. And scared. The constant feeling of brainfog, confusion, etc, is... +
#petalsanxietea + So... with things I've come to realize about my vision, the afterimages, the hallucinations, the things in the corners of my eyes, the queasiness, worsened sensitivities, etc... and now the good eye sometimes being a bit blurry? Yeah-- no. It's eyestrain. +
December 4, 2024 at 1:52 AM
#petalsanxietea + So... with things I've come to realize about my vision, the afterimages, the hallucinations, the things in the corners of my eyes, the queasiness, worsened sensitivities, etc... and now the good eye sometimes being a bit blurry? Yeah-- no. It's eyestrain. +