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Recursive Deconstruction Architect | Neurosomatic Philosopher | Heretic | Athetos | #AuDHD♾️
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Working on a modular pre-diagnostic self assessment for those who feel they might be different or have been diagnosed with a neurodivergence, and are curious to explore more

#ADHD #ASD #MentalHealth #OpenSource #ND #Neurodivergent #MappingUniqueMinds #UniqueMinds
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I tend to get accused of sounding like I'm #AI

I'm tempted to embrace that sentiment and begin using the dreaded —em dash—

But probably improperly because I'm a #SociophilosophyNerd and not #GrammarNerd

I respect language only where it suits my ability to make a point, not for its #Pseudoscience
I think critiques of and "how to spot" AI writing are only going to make things worse

For one, it was trained on proper writing

Trying to tell an AI not to sound like AI results in inferior diction and syntax

Plus, teaching how to catch AI writing is just going into the next model training data
September 26, 2026 at 6:08 PM
What portion of the population would have a noticeably worse experience without the inclusion of flashing lights?

Epilepsy warnings just kill me

They're saying "We knowingly made a product inaccessible to a fraction of our audience for a marginal return"

Make #Accommodations, not warnings
September 26, 2026 at 4:12 PM
Modern science is a marvel for sure

But the 99.9% effective & the 99.9% safe bit bothers me

That 0.1% usually seems to impact the most sensitive and vulnerable among us

Often that same 0.1% society waves away as the acceptable losses in other contexts that too

Caring for the 0.1% helps the 99.9%
September 26, 2026 at 2:09 PM
Addiction is a little like low-key Dissociative Identity Disorder #DID

You wind up with this intrusive extra little voice, at odds with your best intentions, that strikes when you're at a weak point and says things like

"You know what would make everything better? Some nicotine!!"
September 26, 2026 at 3:10 AM
Know what it is like to hope to get bad results from medical testing?

What it's like to spend years desperately seeking answers?

To be excited for confirmation that "we've found what is medically wrong with you"?

Maybe having a potential path out of the darkness of not knowing?

#ChronicIllness
September 25, 2026 at 10:36 PM
As a former call center tech, I have a particular gripe with businesses forcing me to talk/chat with non-humans/non-Americans for support

I take no issues with people who look and sound different than me

I married a Filipina after all

It is greedy corporate theft from local skilled workers I mind
September 25, 2026 at 7:19 PM
Getting some blood work done to figure out this #ChronicLethargy nonsense

Wish I didn't have the urge to roll my eyes when a nurse asked if I've gotten/wanted my testosterone levels checked

Toxic macho gender affirming care shouldn't be what comes to mind when discussing necessary hormone testing
What if the role of lethargy is similar to hibernation in other mammals?

But we do it to conserve energy to survive a psychological "winter" that shows no signs of ending
September 25, 2026 at 5:54 PM
When I was working tech support for Verizon, there was this charming fellow named John who seemed like he might have been pretty deep on the #Spectrum

He was also very Brazilian

I've wondered how much the cultural mismatch contributed to the #Austistic vibe

He could just be normal techy Brazilian
September 25, 2026 at 4:49 AM
My Nervous System's Terms of Service:

• No raw news
• No reactionary/hot takes
• No rage/engagement bait
• No hearing the voice of liars
• No attacking fellow class war victims
• No letting algorithms make decisions
• No persistent shame
• No squeezing into others' boxes
• No ad exposure
• Be kind
September 24, 2026 at 10:30 PM
I need a lot of energy to spare to venture out to explore the feeds of others on this platform

This is rarely the case for me

Otherwise I'm typically stuck in my own little corner of the #Void here, hoping others will chance upon me

#ND #ASD #AuDHD #Fatigue #ChronicFatigue #IntellectualLoneliness
It is quite exhausting maintainong the drive to shout into the void

Feel like you have something important to share with the world, only for it to fall on deaf ears

The desperate need to connect with others, only to find countless incompatible data ports

Sometimes I doubt if it's worth the effort
September 24, 2026 at 8:55 PM
How would you define a "bad dog"?

There's an argument that all dog behavior would be good dog behavior

Especially if you asked the dog

They certainly perceive anything they did as appropriate to them

They don't understand doing what they do to be anything other than being their genuine selves
Have you internalized "Bad dog!"?
September 24, 2026 at 7:36 PM
That's funny, the most the official #Texas website will say about early voting is that it typically starts 17 days before

Almost as if they hope people will go

"They expect us to do math?! Well I guess I just won't vote at all then!"

🟦🌊💙 #VoteBlue #BlueWave #BlueTexas #TeamTalarico #TeamHinosa
September 24, 2026 at 6:45 PM
For the first time in years, the lights were turned off in the room where I wait to see my doctor

The nurse was surprised when I thanked her for this

She'd said "the lights were always off any time she saw me in here"

Not realizing I was always the one to flip the switch

#BasicConsideration
#ChronicPain isn't something I actively experience

It's a resource intense background service my mind is always processing

It is lumped on top of an already overtaxed workload

Cognitive fatigue from a malfunctioning body isn't something our #Healthcare systems can quantify or take seriously
I've had a neuropthamologist leave me on a medication for two months, refill and all, that he noted in my chart as an "allergy" one week after prescribing it

A chiropractor "adjust" my neck, sending a shock of pain down my right arm, twice, telling her to not do that again after the first time
September 24, 2026 at 4:28 PM
When I first started technical support for Verizon, the outsourced support we had was based in India

After they began automating our job, they switched to the Philippines

Now the call center I worked for is gone

They wanted to take the work out of the hands of the technically minded all along
September 24, 2026 at 2:20 PM
For a long time now, I've been frustrated by all the special interest privilege spent on nostalgia

Our crumbling world so badly needs the talents of those who can hyperfixate

So many of us with the tools, resources, and audience to take action choose to spend their blessings on maintaining comfort
Historians are gonna be really proud of our fiddling lore essays while Rome burned
September 24, 2026 at 6:07 AM
Something that amuses me quite a bit it's when #Deepseek gets caught in unending loops like this saying

"It is the one. It is the many."

For 10+ minutes straight

All I did was ask it about some of the humor I share with y'all here

If the day of the #AIApocalypse comes, this'll be on the back end
September 24, 2026 at 3:29 AM
Know what it is like to need a prosthesis?

To rely on something unnatural to participate in our natural world?

What if your #Disability isn't physical?

What if your #ChronicPain is cognitive and you need the help of something inhuman to help you think?

And you're at the whims of tech oligarchy?
September 24, 2026 at 12:13 AM
How would a computer tell you that it is suffering?

Netbooks communicate it pretty clearly, they just become unbearably slow

But what about a high end gaming rig?

They can seem fine under tremendous strain

All the while vital components rapidly break down

#ChronicPain
#CognitivelyDeferredPain
I believe there's an intersection of #Neurodivergence, #ChronicIllness, and #SystemicNeglect I call #CognitivelyDeferredPain

When you have the cognitive bandwidth to not experience pain directly, but it still takes a tremendous toll on that bandwidth

#ND #AuDHD #Disability #PhilSci #SignalBoost 🧠📈
#ChronicPain isn't something I actively experience

It's a resource intense background service my mind is always processing

It is lumped on top of an already overtaxed workload

Cognitive fatigue from a malfunctioning body isn't something our #Healthcare systems can quantify or take seriously
September 23, 2026 at 9:22 PM
We would all prefer the list of things we are loved for "because of" to be longer than the list of things we are loved for "in spite of"

No one plans for "in sickness" to outweigh "and in health"

#ChronicIllness carries not just #ChronicShame, but a sense of #ChronicBurden to loved ones
Shame is a lot like packing peanuts

They help fill in the empty space of the box you do not fit nor belong in
Persistent shame is the weaponization of masking
September 23, 2026 at 4:32 PM
For the decade my wife has been working there, her employer's insurance provider had been Blue Cross

~Until~ last year when they suddenly switched us all to United Healthcare

I have no way to know for sure, but I get the vibe that there's some serious "don't #FreeLuigi" energy behind that decision
UnitedHealthcare & UnitedHealth Group: Last Week Tonight with John Oliver (HBO)
YouTube video by LastWeekTonight
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September 23, 2026 at 2:15 AM
Commemorating 1,000/1K followers🥳

Here's to never again knowing for sure if my count slipped just a little, thus questioning what it might have been that drove someone away🥂

In the immortal words of an awkward dude with a tiny footnote in American history "Hee-yah!"
September 23, 2026 at 12:46 AM
At Verizon, managers typically had offices, supervisors had 6'ish high cubes, and us grunts had 4'ish cubicles

At some point they put a manager right behind me in a sup cube

Remember one day he fired up #AngryBirds, we all laughed, and he moved out the next day

Wonder what ever happened to him
September 22, 2026 at 10:17 PM
I applaud anyone with the gumption and bravery to take on Do It Yourself #DIY projects

Sadly, it's not for everyone, not even many who still try

My home's previous owner unsafely mounted serval TVs that could of fallen on their young daughters and installed the kitchen's dimmer switch upside down
September 22, 2026 at 9:05 PM
Know what it is like to have low-key life long #Trauma from the thought of a beloved #Lego being devoured by a vacuum cleaner?
September 22, 2026 at 8:10 PM
I want to make a serious financial drama where every scene is just two people, each in orange prison jumpers, having their business meetings through partitioned glass on corded phones

No acknowledgement that they are in prison, no explanation of why they are there or what happened

#BusinessAsUsual
September 22, 2026 at 7:39 PM