July 25, 2025 at 3:16 PM
June 22, 2025 at 5:11 AM
#ae:pose • #oc:nahiev • #elvashade
the kind of contemplation one experiences after staring at catholic stained windows for too long. or something idk
the kind of contemplation one experiences after staring at catholic stained windows for too long. or something idk
July 25, 2025 at 6:43 AM
#ae:pose • #oc:nahiev • #elvashade
the kind of contemplation one experiences after staring at catholic stained windows for too long. or something idk
the kind of contemplation one experiences after staring at catholic stained windows for too long. or something idk
July 2, 2025 at 3:56 AM
#oc:nahiev good god
his wings are prettier clipped. a beauty in a fine, gilded cage, never to know hardship. my sweet songbird, soft and delicate. the bones of his neck so fragile, i could break it with such ease. the pressure wouldn't even strain me. he'll still never try to fly.
August 4, 2025 at 6:00 AM
#oc:nahiev good god
I can't tell you how piercingly and endlessly I think about you.
August 18, 2025 at 5:20 AM
#ae:pose • #oc:nahiev • #elvashade
these prayers rot in my mouth
and on my knees, you face the weight of my sins.
these prayers rot in my mouth
and on my knees, you face the weight of my sins.
July 11, 2025 at 5:15 AM
#ae:pose • #oc:nahiev • #elvashade
these prayers rot in my mouth
and on my knees, you face the weight of my sins.
these prayers rot in my mouth
and on my knees, you face the weight of my sins.
#ae:musings • #oc:nahiev
finally got around to doing this... i can come up with so much more for mehr but i'll work on his another time
finally got around to doing this... i can come up with so much more for mehr but i'll work on his another time
June 30, 2025 at 5:26 AM
#ae:musings • #oc:nahiev
finally got around to doing this... i can come up with so much more for mehr but i'll work on his another time
finally got around to doing this... i can come up with so much more for mehr but i'll work on his another time
he gift—wraps self-sacrifice and calls it love; he has never known how to love any other way. he has never given his heart in scraps—— it has always been laid bare， whole and beating， on the altar.
July 29, 2025 at 10:16 PM
June 20, 2025 at 7:05 AM
June 16, 2025 at 6:48 PM
#ae:pose • #oc:nahiev • #studiopolaris • #elvashade
they would never call you gentle with how vicious you tear me apart.
they would never call you gentle with how vicious you tear me apart.
July 13, 2025 at 9:24 AM
#ae:pose • #oc:nahiev • #studiopolaris • #elvashade
they would never call you gentle with how vicious you tear me apart.
they would never call you gentle with how vicious you tear me apart.
i fantasize about rejecting the apologies that i know will never come.
July 31, 2025 at 5:22 AM
#oc:nahiev :j
i am a demanding creature. i am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. but i am your servant. when you starve i will feed you; when you are sick i will tend you. i crawl at your feet. for you alone i will be weak.
August 4, 2025 at 5:30 PM
#oc:nahiev :j
oh god， save me， i want an impossible thing. i want to be free of this ache， of this need. i want not to want anything.
August 7, 2025 at 5:57 PM
#oc:nahiev
as for nahiev! he does not think he is easy to love as evident by the perpetual state of abandon and self loathing he feels. i also think he is rather difficult to love, though not impossible, because the walls he places around themself is impossibly high.
as for nahiev! he does not think he is easy to love as evident by the perpetual state of abandon and self loathing he feels. i also think he is rather difficult to love, though not impossible, because the walls he places around themself is impossibly high.
#wolqotd is your wol someone who’s easy to love? do they consider themselves as such?
if not (whether it’s actually true or just their own perception), why?
if not (whether it’s actually true or just their own perception), why?
July 18, 2025 at 1:31 AM
#oc:nahiev
as for nahiev! he does not think he is easy to love as evident by the perpetual state of abandon and self loathing he feels. i also think he is rather difficult to love, though not impossible, because the walls he places around themself is impossibly high.
as for nahiev! he does not think he is easy to love as evident by the perpetual state of abandon and self loathing he feels. i also think he is rather difficult to love, though not impossible, because the walls he places around themself is impossibly high.
#ae:musings • #oc:nahiev
he has a stillness like a clear lake, where one knows if they were to peer beneath, they would drown in his depths.
in the same vein: i think how he reflects others back at them while never fully giving himself away… (chefs kiss)
he has a stillness like a clear lake, where one knows if they were to peer beneath, they would drown in his depths.
in the same vein: i think how he reflects others back at them while never fully giving himself away… (chefs kiss)
August 2, 2025 at 7:45 AM
#ae:musings • #oc:nahiev
he has a stillness like a clear lake, where one knows if they were to peer beneath, they would drown in his depths.
in the same vein: i think how he reflects others back at them while never fully giving himself away… (chefs kiss)
he has a stillness like a clear lake, where one knows if they were to peer beneath, they would drown in his depths.
in the same vein: i think how he reflects others back at them while never fully giving himself away… (chefs kiss)
#ae:qotd • #oc:nahiev
he’s okay with warmer climates but can’t handle extreme heat. he prefers warmer ones to colder ones and will otherwise shiver and shutdown when it’s too cold. (sorry ishgardians 💔)
he’s okay with warmer climates but can’t handle extreme heat. he prefers warmer ones to colder ones and will otherwise shiver and shutdown when it’s too cold. (sorry ishgardians 💔)
#wolqotd #wolquestion
Given the mun is suffering through an ungodly heatwave here in the UK...
How well does your WoL/OC cope with hot weather? Do they prefer a warmer climate, or struggle once the temperature starts to rise?
Given the mun is suffering through an ungodly heatwave here in the UK...
How well does your WoL/OC cope with hot weather? Do they prefer a warmer climate, or struggle once the temperature starts to rise?
June 22, 2025 at 3:14 PM
#ae:qotd • #oc:nahiev
he’s okay with warmer climates but can’t handle extreme heat. he prefers warmer ones to colder ones and will otherwise shiver and shutdown when it’s too cold. (sorry ishgardians 💔)
he’s okay with warmer climates but can’t handle extreme heat. he prefers warmer ones to colder ones and will otherwise shiver and shutdown when it’s too cold. (sorry ishgardians 💔)
in the cracks of light， i dreamed of you. it was real enough to get me through.
July 30, 2025 at 5:38 PM
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❖ CHARACTER TAGS 🢒 #oc:nahiev • #oc:athos • #oc:mehr • #oc:blue • #oc:ruelim • #oc:halvar • #oc:celbitha • #oc:nhaya • #oc:zed • #oc:xulhe • #oc:santoku
❖ GENERAL TAGS 🢒 #ae:pose • #ae:nsfw • #ae:qotd • #ae:musings
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July 26, 2025 at 6:27 AM
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❖ CHARACTER TAGS 🢒 #oc:nahiev • #oc:athos • #oc:mehr • #oc:blue • #oc:ruelim • #oc:halvar • #oc:celbitha • #oc:nhaya • #oc:zed • #oc:xulhe • #oc:santoku
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❖ GENERAL TAGS 🢒 #ae:pose • #ae:nsfw • #ae:qotd • #ae:musings
#1W3L • #oc:nahiev
The moons overlapped one another until he no longer sensed the passage of time. He dropped a gold piece into the offering bowl and knelt before Thal, lowering his gaze to the earth. Bitterness weighed like lead in the back of his throat. "Please," he thought. "Let me find you."
The moons overlapped one another until he no longer sensed the passage of time. He dropped a gold piece into the offering bowl and knelt before Thal, lowering his gaze to the earth. Bitterness weighed like lead in the back of his throat. "Please," he thought. "Let me find you."
overlapped
August 9, 2025 at 4:08 AM
#1W3L • #oc:nahiev
The moons overlapped one another until he no longer sensed the passage of time. He dropped a gold piece into the offering bowl and knelt before Thal, lowering his gaze to the earth. Bitterness weighed like lead in the back of his throat. "Please," he thought. "Let me find you."
The moons overlapped one another until he no longer sensed the passage of time. He dropped a gold piece into the offering bowl and knelt before Thal, lowering his gaze to the earth. Bitterness weighed like lead in the back of his throat. "Please," he thought. "Let me find you."
casual yet polite, almost to a fault. he's on the soft-spoken side and trying to be louder than he he can be added strain on his vocal chords. he only swears under his breath or when he's alone.
#ae:qotd • #oc:nahiev
#ae:qotd • #oc:nahiev
June 17, 2025 at 4:28 AM
casual yet polite, almost to a fault. he's on the soft-spoken side and trying to be louder than he he can be added strain on his vocal chords. he only swears under his breath or when he's alone.
#ae:qotd • #oc:nahiev
#ae:qotd • #oc:nahiev
❖ TAGS 🢒 #14:lore • #14:pose • #14:musings • #14:nsfw • #14:gpose
❖ CHARACTER TAGS 🢒 (too many) so for now: #oc:mehr • #oc:athos • #oc:nahiev
additionally, OCs will have their own lore tags like #mehr:lore for example.
❖ CHARACTER TAGS 🢒 (too many) so for now: #oc:mehr • #oc:athos • #oc:nahiev
additionally, OCs will have their own lore tags like #mehr:lore for example.
May 1, 2026 at 5:25 AM
❖ TAGS 🢒 #14:lore • #14:pose • #14:musings • #14:nsfw • #14:gpose
❖ CHARACTER TAGS 🢒 (too many) so for now: #oc:mehr • #oc:athos • #oc:nahiev
additionally, OCs will have their own lore tags like #mehr:lore for example.
❖ CHARACTER TAGS 🢒 (too many) so for now: #oc:mehr • #oc:athos • #oc:nahiev
additionally, OCs will have their own lore tags like #mehr:lore for example.
#ae:writing • #oc:nahiev
feeling better after writing a lil! won't share the whole thing since it's just rambles but i did like this portion.
feeling better after writing a lil! won't share the whole thing since it's just rambles but i did like this portion.
August 7, 2025 at 3:56 AM
#ae:writing • #oc:nahiev
feeling better after writing a lil! won't share the whole thing since it's just rambles but i did like this portion.
feeling better after writing a lil! won't share the whole thing since it's just rambles but i did like this portion.
#1W3L • #oc:nahiev
Their figure passes from room to room with muted steps as though they were floating. The phantom reaches him and for a moment, Nahiev wonders whether he will be struck or held. "Haunted?" He hopes, daring to offer them his calloused hands. It sobs: "If only. If only."
Their figure passes from room to room with muted steps as though they were floating. The phantom reaches him and for a moment, Nahiev wonders whether he will be struck or held. "Haunted?" He hopes, daring to offer them his calloused hands. It sobs: "If only. If only."
haunted~
August 8, 2025 at 9:16 PM
#1W3L • #oc:nahiev
Their figure passes from room to room with muted steps as though they were floating. The phantom reaches him and for a moment, Nahiev wonders whether he will be struck or held. "Haunted?" He hopes, daring to offer them his calloused hands. It sobs: "If only. If only."
Their figure passes from room to room with muted steps as though they were floating. The phantom reaches him and for a moment, Nahiev wonders whether he will be struck or held. "Haunted?" He hopes, daring to offer them his calloused hands. It sobs: "If only. If only."